i need to find a purpose.

i need to find what makes me me.



my passion for color and texture isnt enough. i dont know how to put this toward a career. nothing inspires me. nothing grasps my attention. im the happiest i have ever been and yet, so confused. i am around successful people each and every day and i have nothing to contribute. i dont have any self worth. i dont feel appreciated. not in my relationships but for myself. i am not proud of where i am. i am not depressed. i am not angry. just desperately searching.

i want to find passion.

i want to find purpose.

i want to find me.