so it has been a while. and life has continued to bring new and challenging things my way! i am now working at starbucks and learn a new drink every freaking day haha. i love it there and the people make me really happy. i begin my days there at 4:30am and now wake up before my alarm. sick and wrong. i know. it has proven challenging due to the fact that i fall asleep at 8pm and never get to see austen. i have never really known what loneliness felt like until i got this job. i come home and immediately talk to seb.....and thats about it. i thought that by working in the mornings i would be able to see people in my life rather than closing at the shop but nooooooope! i hope that i get used to the hours so this can get better!
other than that i am just trying to find out what i want with my life. who i want to be. who i am supposed to be. who i am expected to be. that is a hard, tiring task. it is comforting to know that shlee and jenna are going through the same things but at the same time it is a lonely journey. im excited for all the pieces to come together but until then...SHEESH. :)
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sheesh is right. let's just give it all up and admit we've won the lottery. i mean really. i'm proud of you for sticking it out at starbucks! give it until the new year and then keep looking for jobs that are more "you". ever looked for nicer bridal boutiques in newport/south coast plaza area? maybe better than david's bridal :) or even partystaff.inc again...if that's up your alley. regardless, you'll figure it out...we all will. just got to stick to the grind for a little while :)
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